My inner self begs me to be selfish... because I am killing my self on a daily basis by being selfless ...But deep inside I refuse to be selfish... One day I would be a murderer of my self...

ISO is not a mark of Quality

The International Organisation for Standardization Certificication is not a certification of Quality of the products or the processes of a Company it is just a certification of their Standardisation. For a company to get certified by the ISO they have to create a documentation which shows their system i.e their products, processes their working systems and their operations and then the documents are veriified by the ISO and they are certified. Here the standards are mentioned by the company but not the ISO or the customer. The companies define their standards based on their customer requirement and feedback but it is not based on just that, their standards are also based on the efficiency of their employees, their resources, their processes etc. and the ISO certifies those standards which are set by the companies themselves and it does not set any standards on quality for them. Though companies may improve quality standards due to standardisation (because standardisation leads to organisation and discipline and which may lead to improvement in the quality) they are not promising a quality to their customers or the ISO. They are just stating by themselves that a set of particular measures would be followed by their company and the International Organisation of Standardisation is certifying that they will meet those standards in their operations, products, processes, systems etc. So, remember the next time you see an ISO certified company it doesn't mean that it gives the best quality of products or services than other companies of the same genre who don't have the certification, it just means that they have standardised their systems and documented it and ISO has certified it.

Tavika

This is the best post in my blog.... but this was not written by me......but this was written for me.... :( tears rolled down my eyes as I was reading it.... It is the the best thing I have ever read in my whole life.... :)

I am not as good a writer as u are. .but just tryin to express my feelings

Disclaimer: Dont laugh or tease if you dont like this

You dont know how much you mean to me,

And how much I care for you all my life.

My life is incomplete without you

And my dreams would never come true without you.

I remember those days when we used to fight for no reason,

And hug each other in no time.

I remember those times when I made you very unhappy,

And you would never hate me for anything.

I have always committed mistakes,

but never missed your love and care.

You know me more than anyone in this World

And always made me feel that you are always there for me.

You gave me everything I wanted,

And always made me feel like a princess.

I cant imagine my life without a sister like you,

And always thank God for giving me such a wonderful gift.

I think of you every time,

And miss you every second.

You are the one on whom I can always count on,

You are the one who makes my life meaningful.

You lift me to my feet when my wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

Thanks for always being there for me!!

I never thought I would write this for you, but you are the culprit who made me do this. I feel terrible staying here all alone without you. I just feel like running away from all this career shit and come there and enjoy life with you. I just want those days, when we used to fight with each other as though it was the end of the world and hug each other even before the fight got resolved. I just want those days when we used to go eat street early in the morning. I still remember how much I used to cry everyday when you were in the hostel. I used to cry for you like a baby everyday as though we would never meet again in life. I want those evening walks, stupid talks and paani poori in bharat chat. I wanna get wet in the rain in the mid night and come home, late in the nights and see everybody's face turning red with anger on us. I miss shopping and going to movies with you. we used to watch movies as though we would die if we dont watch them. I laugh when I think of the movie samba, we might have almost missed the train. The list is never ending!! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH . .life has become so different. I feel so mechanical and lonely. Why did u let me go !!

After reading the last line "Why did u let me go !!" I felt like killing myself.... when u know that u can live without someone never let them go... life will turn into a hell and u will never be able to forgive urself.... and when they ask u a question like this... u can never answer it..... :(

While you are asleep....

I wanna sleep by your side and watch u in silence while u are asleep....

I wanna hear you breathe and feel the air of every breath touching me while u are asleep....

I wanna run my fingers through your hair and stroke ur forehead while u are asleep...

I wanna kiss your lips gently and watch u smile in response while u are asleep...

I wanna rest my head on your chest and listen to your heart beat while u are asleep...

I wanna be there beside u so that u can pull me towards u and hug me closer while u are asleep...

I wanna watch u frown your eyebrows and blabber in your dreams while u are asleep....

I wanna tell myself how lucky I am to have u while i lie beside u while u are asleep...

I wanna see u waiting for me to open my eyes to kiss me goodmorning while I am asleep...

My hands are clentched, my feet are tied...

My eyes are wet, my heart is bleeding,

I am helpless now .....but, I  still have my perseverance and hope...

Because I know, at my will I can walk on an edge of a sword.

Hit by a stranger........

My life was a party, I was happy and peaceful, until one day when I met this stranger who came into my life from nowhere, he turned my life upside down and to my surprise I started liking my life this way. He looked and me straight into my eyes and smiled at me whenever I looked at him. His eyes spoke more than what he can express... Whenever I heard my name in his voice it felt as if I was named just now. Has someone has called me for the first time ever??Each time I heard my name from him I could feel something new about myself. Time passed in a snap and days passed in a wink I completely lost the track of time when I thought about him.. We barely spoke or exchanged words, the conversation was optimal but the eyes did the talking. My heart was busy connecting with him. All I wanted to do was watch him.... watch him move, watch him eat, watch him smile, watch him sit, watch him all the time... It annoyed me if anyone came near him and distracted me if anyone came near me... 

I thought that I knew myself but he proved me wrong... WHO AM I?? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? WHY AM I LOST? I barely listened if someone spoke and stopped paying attention to everything around me, all I did was to think about him as if it was the only thing in the world left for me to do.. i kept thinking about him till it felt that my brain would explode.

Watching him leave squeezed my heart, it felt I stood there as if I am left with nothing. I waited for him to say something  and I couldn't look at him in his eyes. I just turned my face and let him go... I just did not want him to know how much it pained to watch him go... and now after he had left I am here all alone as if I was hit by a bus ... not knowing what to do, just lying with all the pain, waiting for someone to come, helpless and alone.................. All I do now is talk to myself, be in my own world, cry for no reason, smile when I am alone and stare at things for hours.... I am just waiting in pain.. I don't know the reason for my wait.... but I am just waiting.....

I can still be myself...

Yell at me till your last nerve bursts.... Show me all the evil that you have...

Knock me down and make me want to cry... Rip my heart and make me struggle...

Make me want to kill myself... Torture me with all your might.. 

Take me down don't let me breathe... Give me the pain, the pain that I can't take...

I will take all of it with a grin... and laugh right on your face...

All the pain you gave me is making my strength grow like a giant...

I now know what I want... It is more clear what I aspire... 

The pain is making me proud of myself for what I can fight against...

Go ahead, be merciless and insane.... and help me know how strong I can be...

Whatsoever you may do to me I can still remain myself and just love myself more...

You just can't stop me you can only help me grow....

It dosen't matter to me for what you wanna punish me for... 

Against all the forces I can still be what I aspire to be....